Tomorrow my friends come to visit me and I am so excited! I can not wait. There is going to be so many people in my room is sick. I have no idea where people are going to sleep. I hope all goes well. As of right now its not looking to good. I dont know...I just worry to much.
I think I am getting played in my old game of playa status. This time I am the one feeling what it feels like to be the one knowing he is with other girls. I thought I was over this. I thought I could find one guy who would not fuck me over. Johnny messed me up. He took my feelings and ran with them. I did kinda let him do this. I knew what was going on but I was content with it. This time I am not content with it. I do NOT want to be that girl on the side. I refuse to be the girl on the side. He needs to realize I am not playing fucking games. ugh...memories of last year. It was great....at points. Knowing that someone was there for me. I am being stupid about this.
I have tons of work to do tonight and I am blogging how great is that? well i think I am going to get to this work.
lovehurtlove...lets pretend its not there
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