Stay a little longer

one week done of school! its about damn time. This week has been so hectic. I didn't think it would be this hard. My classes are requiring so much more this year and it is coming at me fast. I have 15 credits now which is good and makes me feel so much better. I love not having class on friday. I didn't think I would like it but I LOVE it. Especially after this week I just wanted to dig a hole and lay down in it. I am getting a little sick but I am fighting it and making myself believe that I am well. Lax girls are well! I love them girls. I see meghan all the time and toni every now and then. I wish Toni did not live so damn far away.

I turned in my application for Sears Optical and will know by Tuesday if I got the job. I have my fingers crossed. Meanwhile I need to focus on getting my room cleaned and in order. haha I partied last weekend hardcore and I am taking it easy this weekend. I just need to do my own thing for awhile.

I feel like I am losing touch with a lot of my friends. I just don't have the desire to pick up the phone all the time and call them. The phone works both ways. One friend calls me when I am busy and I will tell her I will call her right back and she never answers or calls back. It is starting to annoy me. I guess this is the time that you get to learn who your true friends are.

Anti social? I have been called this a lot lately......hm? Maybe I am maybe I am not. Who knows maybe I just want to be by myself. I miss Jason a lot. I didn't think it would be this hard. I thought I would be busy and not think about him but I was WAY wrong. 24/7 I wonder what he is doing or what we would be doing if I was home. I can't wait to go home for a weekend to see my family, friends, and Jason. hm

sadlove

18 days til I am in Beloit!!!!