BELOIT! Ha well I thought being home was going to be way better then it seems to have started. I have been here almost a week and I am not liking it at all. Jason and I are having a communication problem and I honestly don't know what to do. He has mentioned multiple times about breaking up with me. I went into this whole relationship thinking it was going to be a long term thing if it was going to just be a summer fling I was not going to do it just because I want a serious relationship. I asked him about it the other night and he avoided the question. I have not talked to him all day today and I don't know what to think. Maybe I am reading this all wrong and everything is fine but it is not looking that way. This hurts so much and I don't know what to do. I have cried a lot lately and I HATE crying. hm...I really hope things get better if not Jason and I will be breaking up soon.....
I have had problems with my mom of course that is nothing new these days. I just have a lot on my mind and tons of decisions to make. I just don't want to grow up right now. I want to go back to the days where I could run away from my problems and never have to face them. Now I know this sounds dumb and won't take the cheap way out of making things better. I have to keep reminding myself about my values. UGH! who knows.
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