It has been a long time since I have blogged. There has been so much going on that I have not wanted to face it yet. TONS of problems with Jason. Jason.....well I don't know what to say about the situation. He hit on one of my good friends and some stuff almost happened and it hurts just to type this. We worked things out but now I am leaving for lax in a week and things are on the verge of ending once again. Not becaus either of us have done anything wrong. Well I did go on a date with another guy but I saw it as just friends. Ha there has been some jealously issues. Jason thinks Adam and I have something going on when he is my best f riend and that is all he will ever be. I really want things to work and this coming week will be the time to figure out if we are both in this together or if it is going to end. I am working hard on this but not trying to worry about it at the same time.
I miss my friends. I feel like all of us are going different ways and I am not liking it. I hardly get to see them. Kim leaves for Madison Sunday. Teenie moves into her dorm tomorrow. Most of the other ones are gone....hm Maybe I am doing something wrong. I don't want to lose my best friends. UGH I hope all works out.
Second year of college!!!!!! I am so excited. I can not wait for this year to start. I know it is going to be an amazing year. Time to hit the books and relax with friends when I am not studying. Root beer float Thursday, tv shows, and well parties.
lovelove
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