Week 2 in Lax and I love it. I am going home this thursday for two weeks which is even more exciting. I miss my friends, family and Jason. I just want to hang with people that know me. Here in Lax things are kinda boring. Haha. I am trying to find a job and have an interview with Sears once I come back.
Hm what else? I have hung out with Toni and her boyfriend Quin a lot and they are tons of fun. I love them. haha Jason came and saw me friday night and that was nice. I miss him so much being away but it is for the best. I got offered an internship in Madison. I really don't know what I am going to do about it. I REALLY want to do it I just don't know when I can. Being offered the opportunity to work at the Capitol is amazing. I can't believe it. All the doors seems to be opening the right way for me right now and I am loving every moment of it. I know it will all end soon just because well my life never seems to be easy. I just don't want to fuck things up with Jason.
I am so scared that I am going to be the one to mess things up. I have a hard time being honest to one person because I feel that they do not care for me. That is not an issue with Jason but I just hope I can remind myself why I am doing what I am doing. I am falling for him fast and hope that will help me stay truthful to him. Going from a player to a single man is a little hard.
Right now I am enjoying life to the fullest. I get to see my friends at the end of this week and that is all that matters to me.
Love love
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