I talk smack

well another season of fireworks has ended and this by far was the awkwardest summer! I ended up making out with Jason on the 4th and it was not spur of the moment thing. I kinda had it planned. Him and I had a conversation a couple nights before and well he told me he has liked me for years. It took my by surprise and made me reconsider everything. I have always thought he was hott but he is a lot older then me....that is the down side. I don't know what is going to happen between him and I. I move back to lax on friday. Some of my friends have yelled at me and some have even made me cry about the situation. I just don't know what to do. I like him. I honestly truly due. He likes me. He cares about me. I just don't know. People hate me now and I do not like that. I just wish some of my friends especially eric would see this from my eyes. UGH maybe it is best for me to just move to lax and forget everything that has happened...............

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