TOMORROW! Hopefully I can make it home. It is suppose to snow and I am worried that Meghan and I won't make it home. I am hoping the snow is not to bad and we can make it. I really just want to be in Beloit. I have not started packing or anything...UGH! I have so much to do and yet here I am blogging about nothing. I am nervous about my trip home thanks to my mom. I am afraid she is gonna yell at me for something. I hate being a disappointment to someone. I can't wait to see Teenie and Kim! OMG I just want to be there. I get to see Jason. I am so excited.
Teenie wants us to write out our New Years Resolutions and share them and it has got me thinking of what I really want to improve this year. I feel that my way of expression needs to be improved. I let so many things go that I should say. Not just all bad things positive things to. I have a hard time communicating with others. This is my goal to improve it. I want to just enjoy life. This seems simple but lately I have not enjoyed life at all. I want to be able to be carefree and not worry. Jason says I am to uptight and I worry way to much, which I kinda think is true. So I am going to relax more. I am gonna love life.
I talked to Adam yesterday and he told me he was not going back to Beloit College. It surprised me. This dream school that he had to go to and now he is going to U-Rock. WOW! How life changes in such a short period of time. I kinda wish I was him. I wish I was in Beloit. I don't have enough guts to walk away from Lax. My college life is established here. I talked to Krisit the other day and we have decided that we should hang out sometime when we are both in Beloit. It was nice talking to her. I think we both have grown up and now that we were being stupid.
Life is constatnly moving and I am ready to keep up with the movement and not feel sorry for myself......
lovelove
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