First day of classes

I am so scared of my english professor! OMG!!! he scares the crap out of me. I know I took him on purpose due to being a harder grader and helping you to improve your writing but damn he is insane. Its going to be an interesting semester. I have english, intro to minority cultures, health education, contemporary global issues and chemistry. Its not gonna be to easy. So far i have only had two of those classes english and minority class. I LOVE my minority professor he is hilarious. he does have an accent which at points is hard to understand but not to bad. He is from Sudan, which is pretty sweet. My girl Lindsey is in that class with me so I know its gonna be a blast. When we get together we are out of control. I hope tomorrow I am not scared of my professor like today. I thought he was gonna like eat me alive. eeeeee

My room is a mess...i really should clean it but dont have the energy to do it. I miss my friends from beloit. I love college but sometimes I just want those friends who have known you for ages. I want a steady man. Beloit always offered me the opportunity to have someone, not a boyfriend just someone to have. Here I have to work for it and I am starting to think that maybe its not worth it. I have learned that the saying once you go black you dont go back is true. I am having a really hard time liking someone who is not black. I know there is nothing wrong with it but ugh its hard. who knows...I guess I have to just wait and see.

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