Crushing.....:(

ugh...i dont even know what to say right now. I am crushing hard core and I dont even know what to do. I just keep smiling and ugh I hate this. I just want to know what he thinks. Anything that is all i ask for. something a hint. I think he flirts back but I dont know. He is so hott. Listen to me go on and on about him. Hanging out with him just makes my day. I just want to get lost in his world. When I talk to him its like there is no one else in this world....this sounds so bad. I dont even know if he likes me. I want to scream. Tonight was the best. Just hanging out with him and our friends. Now I am sad cuz he is gone and I am left doing homework.

ALL I WANT TO KNOW IS IF I HAVE A CHANCE!!!!

its official i have a little school girl crush. I think its more then a crush. Its likeness like no other. I have never had to work so hard to just find out if I have a chance.

well classes were fun today. I am not looking forward to classes ALL day tomorrow but all well...um my mom sent dexter so I am pretty excited about that. My roommate and I got really far on Donkey Kong so that made life even better. Not much else new.

I end thinking the same thing I started with...do I have a chance? Is it worth it?

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